Wednesday, January 9, 2008

The Day I Was Lucky

I signed up for our Dinner & Dance just for the Gym bag. I did not like working at where I am now, so I'm usually not interested to attend company functions. Firstly, was disappointed with Jes because she did not tell me that she is performing until I heard it from Ms Kaur the caring Personal Assistant. Ms Kaur wore a sleeveless top and I made a simple hairstyle for her. She looked pretty.

I saw Jes perform with M&M. The performance was good. Jes wore sleeveless and she looked so different with her wig.

I was bored to death as the acoustics were bad and I could not hear a thing that was going on stage.

I was disappointed that night as Ms Kaur took the only gym bag that was there and I could not get one for myself. I know that I can get it when I am back to work on Monday, but I've helped Ms Kaur a lot. Only I know how much I had helped her. I expected herto give me the gym bag, since I frequent the gym and she can get one on Monday. However, she did not do that. She felt lucky and kept the bag for herself. I told myself not be petty but I learnt something about her. People only care about themselves. I cared for her and made her feel better when she was going through a marriage crisis. I realised that this is a selfish world. All she wants now is to get her husband back and am sure she will kick me off when she is with her husband.

I am not petty about the gym bag but I feel that people are selfish and only care for themselves and for their wellbeing. I told myself that I am not going to listen to any of her marriage problems as she has got Liz. to listen.

Anyway, I won the first prize i.e. 500 Isetan voucher. I feel that since I do not mean harm to anyone, I deserve it. Ms Kaur told me that others did not clap as i got on stage but I am not bothered. They are a bunch of nincompoops who are jealous of me. Let them be jealous and this jealousy will destroy them gradually.

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