So many incidents have happened since. I was called for MOE interview and was elated that I was shortlisted. However, the interview went bad! Real bad! I feel so stupid and lousy and all the bad thoughts about myself have been creeping in me lately. I have to start doing contingency plans from now onwards.
Last night, I met Liz and frends. There was a conversation on relationships that really awoke me. There is this girl who knows that her boyfriend is not the one for her but she still clings to him hoping that he would change his mind and marry her one day. There are tell tale signs too in my relationship that are negative but I'm just going with the flow. I'm confused and directionless now. What shall I do? Do men care less on the woman he loves? NO. Never! This should'nt happen. Maybe I don't meet his expectations because I'm a rotten scumbag. Not worth loving and caring for. Why am I meeting men of the same kind? Is it co-incindence? or is it fated? Why do nasty women get good men and good women end up getting nasty men? Oh Darn! This is a superficial world!!
