Sunday, November 1, 2009

Some Dreams Go Unfulfilled

It has been such a long time since I visited this site. This was due to my one-year course that I took since last Oct which ended this Oct. I barely had any time to update my blog. Most of the time was spent on studying and doing assignments.

Yesterday, I met my cousins after a long long time (may be 10years). They are of my age and they have children, some of whom are teenagers. K brought up her children single-handedly and now they are teenagers. Must have been a struggle for her but she should thank her parents for helping her.

V has 2 children, one is 9 and the other is only 2. They too have their ups and downs but I guess on the surface, building the family and preserving it is of utmost importance.

I've got nothing to say of myself. Age is catching up on me and I don't think I should wait till this dream is fulfilled. I've come to a stage where I've got to forego this dream, as I've got to realise that some dreams go unfuilfilled and I've got to face this stark reality. Although my achievments are gratifying for me, I loose out on having a family. Not everyone gets married and has familiy in this world. Some of them go unmarried and God has destined that will be one of them.