I feel so lousy and embarassed with the whole blind date incident. It was unlikely of me to call someone 3 to 4 times to talk to a man; and I did just that for the sake of my friend and aunt, only to find out that I was found unsuitable by St**E.
After not getting a response from Aunt, I should have let it go. It was JehBeh who pesterd me to call him to show interest. Now, I feel that I seemed desperate for him when he is not interested. My ego has been crushed!
Hope I can get over it quickly. Was upset the whole night and morning and work up with a puffy eye and headache.
Now am feeling a bit better. Went for office reunion lunch and had some good Chinese food. My mind has not been at ease since last night as so many -ve thoughts are running in my mind. What is wrong with me? My only flaw is my height. It is God given and am unable to do anything about it.
Hope to be occupied with other things so that I can put behind the whole incident. What a terrible way to begin the year!
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