Dad has been unwell lately and he was hospitalised as he underwent a surgery. He is back home and is resting. He told me that living alone may sound good now, but when I am old and need medical attention, there will be no one around to help me do simple chores.
This reality hit me.
I have always wanted to stay alone and do things that I wanted to do in privacy. But lately, I realised that stayting alone is so boring. There is no one to talk to not even my friends as they have their own families and they will spend time with their families when they get home in the evenings.
How much of TV can I watch? I resort to reading newspapers when there are no interesting programmes to watch.
This is why I go back home and spend time with cutie pie L**ha. Nevertheless, it is still not right for me to go back home often just for L**ha.
I have to prepare myself to do things independently. Lonliness kills but I have to get used to it and make it my way of life. I'll get used to it soon.
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